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y/n & j | hurt.
6 months postpartum
- the day -
It was about 6 PM when he came home and I told him I needed to speak with him.
Are you okay?â He asked me.
âYesâ I tell him, knowing Iâm not. My stomach is turning, my face is hot and I donât know how to tell my husband that I know he is having an affair and I am about to leave him.
I donât want to. At all. I love this man with everything in me. We have been through different stages of life together, watched each-other become parents, started our careers, and thereâs not a day since we met that weâve spent apart. Heâs my world. My childâs father. My best friend and I canât remember life without him. How can I leave him?
But also, how could he step out on me? On us? How could he look another woman in the eye knowing itâs not me and tell her things that only he should tell me and treat her a way he should only treat me. He made a commitment for the rest of his life to me, to us.
I canât even think about looking at another man, let alone sleeping with one. The thought of hurting my husband makes me want to throw up.
My thoughts are interrupted by our son waking up so I bury my feelings and my thoughts because I have to be okay, I canât let my kid see me not okay, isnât that what being a mother is all about?
We sit on the couch and I ask my husband to join me.
My face is so hot and my stomach is doing backflips and I just want to cry looking at this man. I love him so much, how could he do this to me? But do I even want to know?
âDid you cheat on me?â I just flat out say it. Whatâs the point of wasting time? If I look at him any longer Iâll keep remembering how much I love him and then Iâll just give in, I know I will.
He looked shocked that I just asked like that, then he stared at me in my eyes for about 1 minute and immediately put his head down.
My heart sank. I let out a small sigh, looked down at my kid and there was the tears. I knew. He told me all I needed to know without saying a single wrong.
I had so much I wanted to say but did he deserve for me to say anything? 10 years of marriage so I felt that I deserved to speak and I needed an explanation but I didnât want to think about it anymore. I didnât want to think about my husband with another woman. Kissing, touching, being intimate with another woman thatâs not me, his wife.
My eyes felt so low but I still looked up at him. He locked eyes with me and suddenly I saw a different person, I didnât know him.
âI love youâ he said to me, his voice choking up.
Why does it hurt me to see him hurting and upset? But I donât know why, He hurt me. He betrayed me.
âI have so much to say and even though I donât think I should be doing the talking, I also donât want to hear you explain it to me because that will hurt me even moreâ I say. I wanted to ask you do you love me? Did our family mean anything to you? How could you ever look at someone the way you are only supposed to look at me and then come home to me? I wanted to ask that but I know you will tell me that you love me, our family means everything to you and that the affair was nothing to you and that it will never happen again but I know that it is not the truth because If it was you would never be able to do this to meâ I tell him while crying. I didnât want to cry but how could I not?
âI love youâ he repeats while looking at me. âIâm sorry, I never wanted this for our son, we always said together forever and that he would see that.â
âHis dad stepped out.â I bluntly say.
He wipes his face. There goes the tears. Now Iâm getting angry, how are you crying when you broke our family apart?
I look at him and I can tell he is about to say something.
âYou will always be the woman that was made for me. You gave me my son, a family and a new life. Some men dream about having the life I have, some men would kill for it and I took it for granted. I knew what I was doing and I didnât stop it, I knew my family was at home and I continued it and I knew it would hurt you and a part of me didnât care but also knew I would lose my family so I tried to hide it. â he says.
Ouch. It hurts so bad to hear him say this but I also know itâs the truth.
â Thank you for your honesty. I just donât understandâ I reply. We were fine one day. What did I do? What changed?
âDon-â he tried to speak.
âWhat did I do to make you fall out of love with me? To make you not care about us? Itâs not just me you shouldâve thought about. We brought a child into this world and you shouldâve thought about him, you didnât think about him!â I cried.
âStop blaming yourself.â He tried to move closer to me but I put a hand up to stop him.
âNo. Donât do that. Youâre wrong.â I say.
He moves back to his original spot on the couch.
âAre you leaving?â He asks me. âTaking him with you?â
I look down at my son and my heart hurt. He doesnât deserve this. He deserves for us to be a happy family and I canât even look at my husband because I never wanted this, I donât want our family to not be together every day but I canât stay here, it wonât be the same.
âYesâ I tell him softly. âYou know I donât want you to feel like I am taking him from you.â
âYou are, I donât want to be without him or you.â He sits up.
âI have no choice. We talked about this before and we had a solution we both agreed on so it is not my fault you forgot about that when you decided you didnât care to keep your family anymore.â I sharply tell him.
âStay.â he tells me.
âNo.â
âI love you.â He puts his head in his hands. âI love you.â He repeats with his head down.
âNo.â
âYou want to take my kid and figure it out but I donât want to be without you.â
âStop.â I say.
âYouâre begging me to stay after you cheated on me. Youâre selfish. You are still not thinking about me or our son. You were here but not here. You didnât treat us like you loved us or wanted a family but here you are acting like you are going to miss us so bad and we arenât even gone yet. Itâs not easy for me to leave, itâs so fucking hard to look you in the eye, tell you weâre leaving and come to terms with it because I was present, I always thought about you and our kid. I donât care for your apology because you havenât said much about you cheating, just begging me to stay. Stop.â I say to him.
âHow did you find out?â He asked me softly.
âI always knew.â I tell him. âI always knew because I was always alone, slept alone, woke up alone, watched our son grow alone, and ate dinner alone. I shouldnât be alone if I have a husband so where is my husband? I knew right away. For the sake of our family, I always wanted to get it out of my head but the signs were all there.â
âIâm sorry for hurting you and Iâm sorry I am the reason we are like this.â He tells me.
âTell that to him.â I say to him as I stand up with our son and head to the bedroom.
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Imagine: You and Jack subtweeting about each other, and the fans strating to catch on. You are an upcoming singer :)
(Please donât mind the mixed up dates, I was too lazy to fix every single one, and also the rose is missing from Jackâs tweet about it feeling right, but other than that, I hope you like this little attempt of mine to make one of these :) PS There is too many photos, so some are just added in where you would write, so not all of them are clickable, sorry ) đš
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Imagine these two dorks being you best friends since birth
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March 14th: Jadison
PLEASE STAY SAFE GUYS, WASH YOUR HANDS đ
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shawn mendes reading thirst tweets will forever be the funniest thing ever
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Stitches
Request: Can I have one where ur Jack's little sis (not that young tho) and u were swimming or something with everyone somewhere and u hit ur head or something and they have to carry you out and u get stitches !!
Word Count: 604
Pairing: Jack Gilinsky X Reader
Y/Nâs P.O.V
I rolled my eyes as the guys played basketball obnoxiously loud, âwhat are we gonna do with them Zan?â I asked leaning my face down by the dog, he licked my cheek making me laugh. I watched my brother get the ball from Johnson, only to end falling on his ass, good one.Â
I smiled, sliding into the pool, instantly feeling cooler since I was no longer having the sun beating down on me. I dipped my head back in the water, making my hair get wet and stay slicked back. âBe careful.â Jack called, making me roll my eyes and my face warm up. âIâm fourteen, I can swim perfectly fine on my own.â I responded, laughing under my breath as he grew annoyed with my response.Â
I went underneath the water, easily swimming to the other side of the pool, popping up I saw Zan watching me excitedly, crazy dog, but I love him. I continued doing this for a while, enjoying the feeling of the water rushing passed me.
I let out a sigh of content as I popped up out of the water, catching up on my air since I was under for a while. âZan!â I shrieked as he jumped in, practically landing on top of me, making me move to the side, resulting in me smacking the side of my head on the pool edge.Â
I gripped the edge of the pool as I felt light headed for a moment, âJesus, Y/N!â Jack practically jumped in the pool, along with Hayes who was getting Zan out of the way. âAre you okay?â Jack asked, grabbing my arms as I let go of the pool edge, I gripped onto him and winced. âShit, youâre bleeding.â He mumbled and I widened my eyes, trying to reach up to touch my head. âNo.â He pulled my hand back down, gently tugging me along with him to get out of the pool.Â
âI can get out on my own.â I pulled myself out of his grip, trying to walk up the steps but I almost fell over, Johnson grabbed my arms, steadying me as I got out of the water. Aside from my brother, he was the one I trusted the most here. âIt doesnât look too bad.â Johnson mumbled, trying to make me feel better as Sammy put a towel over my shoulders. âHa-ha.â I remarked to the blonde who was still holding onto me as Jack dried himself off quickly.Â
âCome on.â Jack mumbled, lifting me up as we went to the car, âam I going to need stitches?â I asked nervously, surprised I havenât cried yet, considering my head hurt like a mother effer. âProbably.â He answered honestly, tightening his hold on me when I wrapped my arms around his neck tighter. âIâm scared.â I admitted quietly, so no one else would hear.Â
âItâs gonna be fine.â He assured me, setting me down so I could get in the car.Â
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I squeezed the hell out of Jackâs hand every time the doctor started putting in another stitch, âalmost done.â The nurse smiled, and I just stayed still, obviously not being able to move my head. I widened my eyes at Jack as they started putting in the last one, he mimicked my face, trying to entertain me, but it didnât work very well.Â
âTold you it would be fine.â Jack smiled, and for once I didnât mind him babying me, it was the closest thing to comfort I was gonna get right now. I sighed as he kissed my forehead quickly, âyou scared me so god damn bad.â
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First meetings
A/N: Hi, sorry Iâve been absent. Will try to write more during this quarantine, hope you are all taking care, Iâm also working on a Harry Styles imagine. (:
  You werenât much of an active person, and having your best friend almost graduating in Physics Education didnât quite help. You were completely fine being your sedentary-self, until she decided youâd be her âsubject of studyâ and dragged you to a gym, against your will, even though you tried to find many many excuses to not attend. She said sheâd even pick you up and drop you off, with that being said, you had no other exit.
 Not so excited about your first day, you huffed putting on your sneakers as you heard a honk, announcing Helenaâs soon arrival, you looked at yourself one last time in the mirror, feeling quite stupid, before making your way to the door. One of the many reasons you never liked practicing sports was the fact that you were too clumsy and didnât feel so comfortable running. And also the fact that  you were always left out, being the last one to be picked when choosing teams and that sort of things.
âYouâre early⌠sadlyâ you said, putting your seatbelt on.
âHa-ha, very funnyâ Helena gave you a side eye âyou know, you just gotta give it a chance, once you release some endorphine youâll fell better. Besides, itâs only going to be 6 months.â
âSI- SIX MONTHS? Youâre kidding, right? I did NOT sign up for thisâ you said almost choking.
âForgot to mentionâ she mumbled âitâs just because weâre gonna start seeing more results around the 4th month, maybe before if you go on a dietâ
You groaned, rolling your eyes. You had already arrived at the gym, which was kind of close to your house, amused you had never seen it before. Although you never made a lot of effort to step foot outside of the house anyway.
âIâm sure youâre going to like it here, it has a nice ambiance and lots of young peopleâ Helena said, as she went on babbling about the gym.
âOh, great. Just what I likeâ you mumbled.
 30 minutes in and she had already managed to kill you. You found yourself trying to hide between benches and in front of a mirror, paying more attention to the news as you normally would, until something caught your attention on the mirror. Well, not something, someone. None other than the one and only. Jack Gilinsky. Working out. Just 2 feet away from you. Looking handsome. As always.
 You were shocked, that man had been your childhood crush, you still listen to his music to this day, goddamnit. Yet, here you were looking ridiculous, with your hair all over the place and your face as red as a tomato. Apparently, you had been staring too much, catching his attention, when you realized he was looking at you through the mirror, you turned your gaze to the TV again, feeling your face heat even more.
âWell here you are, Iâve been looking everywhere for youâ Helena said, giving you a water bottle âoh, hey Jack, âsup?â
 Widening your eyes at her, it didnât took her too long to get what was going on, she always knew about your little crush.
âThis is Y/N, sheâs my subject of study, remember I told you? Ouch, sheâs also my best friend.â She frowned at you when you pinched her.
âYeah, I remember you didnât let me be your subjectâ he chuckled, and you gave her an ugly look âNice to meet you, Y/N. Iâm Jackâ.
âI know youâ you blurted out, instantly turning red again âhow come he couldnât be your subject of study?â you turned your attention to your friend, trying to hide your face.
âI wanted to start from the beginning, Iâve been working with Jack for too long nowâ she said shaking her head.
âWell, hope to see you around more, Y/Nâ he said winking and getting ready to resume his work out.
âUh, y-you tooâ you said, completely shocked. Turning to your friend and pulling her with you, you mouthed âWHATâ.
âHow come you never told me he works out here?â you asked still shocked âthis cannot be happening, am I dreaming?â
âIf I told you that, would youâve come sooner?â she asked laughing.
âProbably not, but now I definitively want to keep comingâ you said, making you both laugh.
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Anyone
Early mornings
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magcon days - OG magcon boys
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another jack g smut plz !!!
Omfg lmfao do people even read Jack G smut anymore?
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Text Au-(requested) 'Is the offer still up?'
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Jadison 2019.
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the jack gillinsky / madison beer drama was so iconic
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Sammy
Apologies
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Masterlist
David Dobrik
I Love You
Grayson Dolan
Eye to Eye
Love All Your Curves
Under The Mistletoe
Fell For You
Wrong One, Right Time Part 1Â Part 2
Fall Together Part 1Â Part 2Â Part 3Â Part 4Â Part 5Â Part 6
Ethan Dolan
Ex Husband
Excuse Me
Eleven Blocks
Jack Gilinsky
Donât Say Those Words
Calum Hood
Loneliness
Michael Clifford
In Love With The Devil
Face Behind The Art
Harry Styles
Pebbles on the Window
Louis Tomlinson
Sheâs The Girl You Marry
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